சலித்துப் போனேன் மனிதனாய் இருந்து...

When I am bored or feel alone, I just fall back to my childhood memories. My childhood age, school days, and that kind of ages wave at mind. I almost feel alone most of the time. Sometimes, I even worry very much that I can not live a life again with those friends in the same places we lived. It's gone. People are busy on their way. They are more towards personal concerns, tied up with own family, problems. Somebody settled down in life, somebody still searching their life, rest just got vanished -- dont know where and how they are making their lives.


I am very eager to see every one else I met at my little age. I couldn’t even find a trace for some people. This is the reason why I panic to leave my places. When I left my home, all the relations had gone. When I leave a city and move to another, a gang of friends and contacts vanish off. And because of this, I just dont want to move between places. I never even think of leaving this country at least. I can make my fortune here itself. If I can't, then I am really not going to feel bad. I am at least thinking of living my rest life or last years in my home town; in the places where I was born, I was roaming.

Nowadays I seriously like to live at my home. I like the rivers, temples, dams, and every dust around my home. I had lost all my stamina and peace in this hasty life. When I go home, I feel my heart easy. One simple solution for this, would be to change my profession. However, I dont know any job, other than 'Programming in Java'!