Today I was writing my model exam. The duration is 3 Hrs. With in the first 1/2 hr, I felt of leaving out. I felt like I was sitting in a hell..why? No patience...No patience...
What can I do?
I have to debug myself, there could be some bugs mentally.
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Oh my God! Mani anna - u r making me sick & suck. Keep cool. I was in the same situation 1 and half years ago. See life is really big. Very big. Average life time of a man is 70 yrs. Just 20 yrs has went past for u. Now stop worrying about time. Ur genius will surely come out before u die. Come on be patient. If u r always worrying about time then u cannot bring out the genius in u, bcos u will become mad before that. I am saying this out of my experience. Slow down. U r hurrying bcos of utter desire 4 fame. U will not accept this in the first sight. But stop reading and start analysing. I had a maddness to become popular. But what happened? There r lot of things to learn. There r lot of things to invent. There r lot of things to cheer 4. There r lot of things to feel 4. But never feel hurried. U know, in my first year holidays i did not go home. I stayed in this college and did some project in Java. I use to insert my head right in to the monitor and chase bugs. I won't worry about lunch till 1:30pm. Then i will feel hungry. So i would run to the UG hostel, stuff in my food in a haste and again run back to CC. Utter madness. Such things will surely make u mad. The mind needs to relax. It has to some un-concentrated work like brushing, eating, chatting, ...etc. If it wants to always focus on things that it considers important, then the brain will get tired. The added hurry/haste will make it mad. So beware. Take life coolly. Enjoy it - whatever may happen. Meditate Vethathiri Maharishi's way if u like meditation. If u become mad then u cannot achieve anything u think now. Consider BillGates. If he is in such a haste, what will happen to Microsoft? Some times r to be wasted in the so-called unimportant work. And there r things like exam, attendance, ...etc that we should accept in order to survive in this society w/ people who mostly cheat. Let us not give attendance or write xam in another better world. But till then u will have to digest such things and consider them to be things that relax ur mind.
Happy Googling & blogging.
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