Mission (seems!) Possible: 1

After a hard try, I am atleast happy of my effort on preparation. One shouldn’t be asking how much have studied :-) (But, will surely come to know it, when I sit for the exam tomorrow )

So, today, I freeze up things… Probably, after this big bubble, I have no plans of opening any technical books/topic for the next 2 (or more) months,

Lets all have a exciting New year :-)

Red Alert!

It’s how my exam preparation goes. Says, it’z going dangerous. All the mission plans failed. :-) Got only 5 days left… Don’t know what dare makes me to appear for the exam…

Let me give a final, hard try on preparation!

ஆசை இருக்கும் வரை.

ரெண்டு, மூனு வருஷத்துக்கு முன்னாடி, என்னோட தேவைகள்(/ஆசைகள்) எல்லாமே இவ்வளவு தான்:

1. சொந்தமாக ஒரு computer, கொஞ்சம் internet bandwidth.
2. இரண்டு வேளை மட்டும் சாப்பாடு
3. நெனைக்கும் போதெல்லாம் Coffee.

அது எல்லாமே இப்போ நடந்திடுச்சு. நடந்து முடிஞ்சிடுச்சு. அதற்காக மட்டும் இல்லை. இத்தன நாள் இல்லாதா வாழ்க்கையா இந்த வாழ்க்கை தெரியுது.இப்போ, இந்த நிமிஷத்துல, மனசு ரொம்ப நிம்மதி ஆகிடுச்சு.

எத்தனை வருஷம்? எத்தனை பிரச்சனைகள்? முடியுமா? முடியாதா? என்றைக்காவது ஒரு நாள் இந்த மாதிரி நான் நினைத்துப் பார்ப்பேனா?

இதோ, இப்போ நினைத்துப் பார்க்கிறேன்.

எந்தப் பிரச்சனையும் ஒன்றும் செய்யலையே...... கடைசி வரை தீராததென்று எதுவும் இல்லையே..... முடியாமலே போனதேன்று ஒன்னுமே இல்லயே.....

இதனால், இனிமேல் வாழ்வில் பயம், வாழ்க்கையை பற்றிய பயம் எல்லாம் ரொம்ப கொறஞ்சிடுச்சு.

கடவுளுக்கு நன்றி சொல்வதை விட, இத்தனையையும் கற்றுக் கொடுத்த என் பாசத்திற்குறிய 'தவறுகளுக்கும்', முகம் பார்த்த/ பார்த்திடாத 'மனிதர்களுக்கும்' நன்றி சொல்ல வேண்டும்.

அய்யர்..

(Ayyar: Otherwise, known us Jaisankar. We were classmates of our BE course. )


5 years back, it was my earlier days of college life. I was looking strange at every one. People dont get closer with surrounders easily for many reasons. They tend to have a limited mind-sets, untill they attain some ages.The worst thing is to find out companions, with same mind-sets, in a new environment.

Ayyar (a.k.a Jaisankar): He was looking well-docked, and was (trying to act) smart. But, it didnt match with his doings. It was easy for any one else to catch him. And so would I. :-)
(Photo1: Ayyar standing right side, shot at his office function -- ethnic day.)

I would say the first two years of the college life was absoultely horrible. Seriously. We had Hitlers and his Brothers to rule us. We wanted a relief. We made it ourselves.

Ayyar: He used to mimic and imitate every one lived around him. if you speak with him for ten mins, he will replay what you did. ;-) He used to mimic Warden, Staffs, HOD and etc.. you name it, he did it.

Ayyar is good hearted in nature. He donates blood and helps in all possible ways, that most of dont. He wont mind prestige for doing any work if required.

Exams were the 'Super Stars' of that age. Ayyar doesnt know the exam name untill some one tells him. He scored very less marks in his first year (No, he just thought in that way). So, he decided to quit hostel and take a room outside the college. He needed a companion with him.

One day, he called everyone to assemble in a room.. and his speech goes like this, "I planned to stay outside for many reasons...I have to concentrate more on (higher) studies, placement...etc .. so, I planned to stay outside.. who will come with me.. ". Needless to say, no one was ready to come with him, since they knew that his promises were valid only for night-times and they would expire next day.At last, Kishore was the victim, who supported him.

So, here after, his second-half starts. There after, Ayyar almost lost his life in planning.. planning.. and planning. Becasue, he didnt find time to execute any of his plans until he finished his BE. So, over a longrun, no body was ready to listen his future plans. At last it ended up people forming a new proverb "Like ayyar's promise..."

The third half starts when ayyar becomes a Software Engineer. He says that it has happened accidentally. But he deserves it. He works round the clock in office (dont know what!) and during week-ends also. But, some of us comment that he goes to office just to utilize the benefits like food and other amenities. It's he has to answer.

I know him for the last half-decade. The times, I laughed very much, were with him. He was the person I didnt mind talking for a long time on the phone.

Out of all my tensions, I remembered him. He still laughs in memory and makes me laugh.

Ayyar wont read this post unless I send him. Even He doesnt know that something exists like this here.

But, he wont be angry even if he happens to read this. Thats what something makes me to write about him!

(Photo 2: Ayyar, during his office day function.)

Mission Impossible :-)

There are number of “Mission Impossible”s set in front of me. I meant to say, the targets are hard to touch.

The way of living has changed quite lot in these days. The way of thinking has been changed in an unprecedented manner. I just wonder that the life would have turned beautiful, if would have done few things earlier in my age. Let it be.

Needless to say, as I had done number of mistakes in past, I earned number of lessons.

I am not going to trail anything new, anymore. Will be practicing and habitualizing what been taught so far.

Working hard to turn the “Mission Possible”.

அத்தனைக்கும் ஆசைப்படு.... :-)

Aim Big:

Long long ago, mobile phone was unnecessary for me. I decided to buy one because of some incidents. That was Noki 1100. Still I use it. I didn’t think of buying another one, since, it is very stable till date.

Till this moment, I didn’t have any idea of changing my mobile. Since, my usage on phone is comparetively less.

But, I wish to buy something else:

1. A camera, with the resolution of at least 5 to 6 mega pixel.
2. A music player, which can play cool, and help in bringing peace.

If I can find out all these in a mobile phone, sure, I will buy it.

While consulting all these, with Dr. Google, his recommendation was to go for ‘Nokia N95’. Which has what I wish and more than that. I dialled some local dealer and asked the details of ‘Nokia N95’. The reply was, “It is not yet into the market sir”. Oops, then, it might be .. ? … ? ..

Nokia N93 is itself comes around 320,00 Rs. (INR). Then, N95 will be . . ? :-) Let’s see.

(If any body knows any model with my requirements, please post in comments)

And, I am very much lured to buy Nokia N95, if God willing.

Here is Nokia N95 standing with Guts: http://www.nokia.com/nseries/index.html